I hate Facebook sometimes. It can be such a buzz kill in the morning when you casually are looking through your news feed, only to find a picture of your ex, and his now wife who is expecting, smiling and happy. All things I dreamed I'd have with him one day. Human curiosity comes with a cost. I know I should delete him but the nosy curious person that I am secretly wishes one day I will see news that he is miserable. I'm horrible for thinking such things because the truth is, I do want him to be happy. But it's hard to let go of the fact that it was never meant to be with me.
I love Rob... I really do. I'm at a really good place in my life right now and I'm incredibly happy but I have to be honest and say that a part of my heart still stings when I hear or see news of "Him." He will forever be the person who got away, but maybe I need to rephrase that and say that I'm the person that he let get away instead? Yeah, that sounds better and probably is the truth.
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