Promises to myself

I deserve good things
I am happy and content with my life that I have chosen to live and lead
I am blessed in so many ways
I am loved and cherished by those close to me
I am beautiful inside and out
I am never given more than I can handle
I am at peace with myself
I am at peace with my life
I will have good things happen to me
I will focus on those good things
I will attract good things to my life
I will find true love that I deserve from a man who is worthy of me and my love
I will learn to forgive myself and others who have done wrong to me
I will trust that God only has my best interests at heart and will only bring good things my way
I will accept what God gives me and be thankful for all of His gifts
I will remain positive in all situations
I will lead by example to others
I will believe that everything works out the way it is suppose too
I will accept that I am not perfect and sometimes I will fall but I will pick myself back up and be stronger and more confident and secure within myself
I will not consume myself with worry, doubt or regret. I will transform those fears into trust, hope and happiness

As of this moment, I give it ALL up. It is no longer in my hands. My life WILL be different and transformed. I will not look back on the past but only look forward to my bright future that is in store.

I'm an emotional cutter

It's Valentine's Day and I'm watching wedding shows on the WE and Style Network. That's like putting salt on an open wound. Apparently I like to torture myself and what better day to do that then on the most romantic day of the year.

I think I'll go for walk and maybe cupid will shoot me in the butt with a Valentine's Day surprise.

Thought for the day....

"Growth begins when we learn to accept our own weaknesses"