A moment to whine

I've been kinda quiet lately. I feel like I have a lot to say but can't seem to formulate the right words. It's been a crazy (good and bad) few weeks. I'm doing OK. Letting go is hard but necessary to move on to the next chapter of life.

Work is work. Since Winter decided to arrive on Sunday, my commute has sucked. I've lived in Minnesota my entire life and each snow storm is treated as if it is the end of the world. People forget how to drive and road rage takes a whole new meaning. In 46 days it wont matter. I will be in Hawaii.

I'm still seeing mystery man and I'm curious of what will be (if anything) come the New Year. Sometimes I feel he is just a distraction and other times I feel like I could really like him if I let myself but then there is the whole piece of him actually liking me too. My track record with guys isn't the greatest. I can't read them worth crap either. The older I get, the harder dating gets. The fun and excitement is still there but it becomes increasingly more scary. Where is the easy button?

My 90 day challenge kind of hit a wall last week. I haven't really been on plan and haven't worked out in over a week. Gulp. Trying hard to get back on track but all I really want is a piece of cake. Sigh. 11 pounds down (maybe closer to 9-10 since my lack of effort last week). I'm not giving up. I'm stubborn like that. I just needed a moment to whine.