Keeping myself busy

It's been a week since the "Break-up" went down. The drama has subsided and I'm starting to get back into the routine of it just being me, again. Like any good break-up rule, you must keep yourself busy with activities as the second you sit and have a moment to realize reality, that is when sadness, regret and perhaps saying to yourself "Did I make a mistake breaking it off with him" will set in. I know in my heart that I did the right thing. Things needed to end so a new beginning could occur but I still miss him, terribly.

I have managed to get through the first week with minimal set backs. Mom has invited me over for dinner several nights, I gotten together with friends for dinners/coffees, I have a pet sitting job (4 dogs!) that will last me until Sunday night, and I just agreed to help a neighbor purge and organize her place as she gets it ready to renovate and sell. I also have made a list of projects I want to get done around my place as well. Much like the ones I listed out on my New Years goals list, but have yet to accomplish. With Fall fresh upon us, no better time to but on some grubby clothes, open the windows, blare some music and get stuff done around the house.

So,I am keeping myself busy during the day, now if I could only find something to keep me busy at night. Something to distract me before I fall asleep that will take the sadness and loneliness away. Until then, I have my kitty Lulu to cuddle and keep me warm.