I'm quickly learning how to run in heels at work. I'm convinced that this burns more calories then walking in them. Heels were the original "Shapeups."
My new boss is amazing. Even though work life is insane, she keeps me sane and truly allows me to be ME. It feels great to have such a supportive and understanding leader.
I get home from work and my brain literally turns into mush. I know I need to get out and exercise, but eating ice cream for dinner on my couch seems to be winning.
It's dark at 7:30pm. No me gusta.
I started watching SATC for the 100th time. It never gets old.
I love "Sleeping" with the windows opened at night. Cool and crisp air. Love cuddling up with my fuzzy blanket.
Still sleeping like crap.
I'm really good at reading in between the lines even though I try really hard to dismiss it.
It's funny how lies become the truth.
My intuition still has a 98% accuracy rate. I need to listen to it more.
I have a blind date tomorrow night. Not sure if I have the energy to go through this again. Dating is such a game and I suck at it. Also, not quite sure if I am "Ready" yet. My head says "Get your a$$ out there!!!" but my heart says "Whoa... this is scary."
I bought a really nice but really expensive pair of jeans a few weeks ago. They fit perfectly. Like legit PERFECT. This isn't good for my bank account.
I re-signed my lease on my apartment. Can't believe it's been 18 months since I moved in. Also can't believe it's been a year since my Condo craziness has been over with. Life flies by in some areas but seems to drag on in other areas. Why is that?
I'm in a funk. I'm not my normal happy go lucky, hopeful, rainbows and sunshine self. People are noticing, I hate that. I would like to fast forward to the happy valley again. I know I will get there. This life stuff is tough but I'm figuring it out the best way I know how.
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I don't like that the days are getting shorter either, but I am with you on sleeping with the windows open! In fact I've turned the AC off. By the time we get up in the morning the house is about 71º and then it takes all day for it to get back to 80º. Warm days, cool nights I'm happy for fall.
I'm with your head on this blind date thing. I think our hearts are always more weary. Try to have a good time with it.
Congratulations on it having been a year since the condo craziness. When I first started reading your blog that was a lot of what I was praying about for you. It's great to see things work out.
FYI...I'm in a funk too. Which seems to happen rarely. But it's lonely here. I can't find any other mom friends in our neighborhood, we are a one car family so I can't just go meet people, and well....with out friends you can see how I could be in a funk. Asking for prayer that we find a renter for the house we are in. If anything, at least by January, so that we can move into base housing and I can be surrounded by other military wives and make friends!
I hope you get out of your funk soon, sending positive hugs your way!
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