Monday, February 1, 2010
1,2,3 strikes and I'm out
I'm done trying to date and meet new people. I'm sick of heartless aholes messaging me rude remarks when a simple "I'm not interested" would suffice. If I am meant to be in a relationship, then that guy will need to find me. Call me bitter, call me angry, call me whatever you like. I'm no longer going to subject myself to such treatment. Sticks and stones break bones and words DO hurt as well. I'm not giving up, I'm just not going to put forth anymore effort because for the last 5 months, my heart has been beating up, even if it was only words typed on a screen. Those words run deep in my heart and I am left questioning myself, "Is it really me?" Whats meant to be, will be.
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Sorry Jess! You don't deserve to be treated that way!
Jess, I seriously can't believe some of the stories you tell about the "frogs" you've encountered, and each time I think, "She doesn't deserve that! She deserves the best!" I admire you so much for putting yourself out there like you have, but I don't blame you for giving yourself a break. Just don't count yourself out quite yet. You deserve the absolute best.
Thanks Ladies! I know I deserve better and if I am patient it will happen. There are days though when I feel so hopeless though and its hard to keep swimming and plugging along and trying to put myself out there when clearly it is only bringing me pain, anguish and flat out frustration. I still gotta believe though that he is out there. Just might take me awhile to find him. Always thought I would be married with kids at this point in my life and I'm not. I need to be ok with that, I guess. Good things come to those who wait so I'm willing to wait if the prize in the end is worth it.
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