It's Ok.

I feel extremely loved and supported. Between yesterday and this morning, I've received several emails, texts, phone calls wondering how my "Date" last night went. Warms my heart to know that so many people care, and are rooting for me in finding Mr. Right... unfortunately though our date never happened. He needed to cancel but plans to reschedule for another day.

Was I upset? Not at all. A part of me kind of expected it as my brain and heart are programed that THIS is normal for me. My Mom always taught me to expect nothing and I will never be disappointed. Maybe it's a jadded way of thinking but I like to think it's a way of protecting my heart from being let down or hurt. I have every faith that he will re-schedule for another time. He's my neighbor, after all. I see him nearly everyday. I actually saw him last night when I got home from work. We chatted for a few minutes. He even apologized for cancelling. No need to apologize. Sometimes life happens and plans need to be changed, rescheduled, or cancelled. I've been telling myself that maybe he was just too nervous at my awesomeness that he needed more time to get ready for going out with such a catch. : ) I'm choosing to think that way vs. assuming the worst. I'm choosing happiness... it's a better way of life.

It's ok... I'm ok. I'm better than ok. I'm GREAT.