Today is March 3rd. It's exactly 3 months until I turn 30. I've been looking forward to this milestone for the past few years but this morning I woke up and had a minor panic attack. Crap, I'm going to be 30!!!!
My anxious feelings surrounding this milestone have very little to do with getting older. Aging doesn't scare me in fact I embrace aging with open arms. I'm starting to really freak out over my "mental checklist" of things I wanted to accomplish by this point in my life. So many hopes, dreams, aspirations seem so far out of reach and the older I'm getting the farther away those dreams seem to be. Isn't it suppose to be the other way around? I'm trying hard to just chill out and let life happen but in the back of my mind I keep hearing "Tick tick tick."
Breathe in. Breathe out. In the end everything will be ok. If things aren't ok, then its not the end.
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