Wednesday, May 23, 2012

"I" Statements

I feel increasingly more anxious about my pending 30th Birthday. A year ago, I couldn't wait to greet this new decade of life, now... I'm not so sure. Still feel restless and unfinished.

I want to see and love myself the way God sees and loves me. Imperfectly perfect and precious.

I need to let go, completely, and let God be God. Surrendering everything over is hard especially for a planner, organizer, and executor such as myself.

I wish I could shut off my brain sometimes or program it to focus on other things. My thoughts never rest. My dreams never sleep.

I am who I am. No apologies needed. No excuses to be justified.

I love that I don't give up, ever. Though I have good days and bad days... hope never drifts too far away from my heart.

I miss someone, a lot. I often wonder if they think of me and miss me just the same. It stings to know that some people will only remain bittersweet memories.

I still hurt from my past but it has made me stronger in my present and will continue to strengthen my future.

I hope that my dreams will become reality soon and that someday will become an actual day.

Thanks, Wendy for the "I" statement post. Anything that forces me to honest with myself and put my thoughts into writing, I am a fan of.

What are your "I" statements?

1 comment:

Wendy said...

I was worried about 30 as well, but it's not so shabby. Like you I wish I could change a few things. We gotta believe in His plan :) You've got this :) :) :)