I've been pretty open and honest about my desire to find the right man, fall in love, be married, and have a family of my own. I want it more than anything. I can feel it. I can taste it. But, the older I get that desire is rapidly turning into just a dream. A dream that may never happen. I've spent many a nights asking God if this isn't HIS desire for me, than please change my heart. My heart hasn't changed, if anything that desire has become even stronger. Though I am forever thankful and grateful for the life I have been blessed with, I still feel so unfinished. I still feel there is a missing piece of my heart.
I have made a new friend at work through a Bible Study I attend on Tuesday's during lunch. Her name is Leah and she has quickly become a blessing in my life for many reasons. She shared with me the following song:
Blessings
What a humbling and powerful song. What I view as unanswered prayers are just blessings in disguise. I need to remind myself God isn't finished with me yet. God's dreams and desires for me far outweigh anything I could ever imagine. I will continue to hold tight to that truth.
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