There isn't enough wine and dark chocolate in the world to comfort me lately.
5k training needs to start again. I felt good for those few weeks when I ran. Need to get back in the groove again.
"You have such great color, Jess" I pride myself on mastering the perfect sun kissed tan. This is an accomplishment given my Scandinavian roots.
This is the first time in 30 years that I wont be going to the State Fair. This makes me sad.
Some people are just mean. Why I waste my time and energy into those friendships is beyond me.
I need to learn the power of the word "No." The very thought of this makes me anxious. Why?
I've been growing my hair out for the past 3 months. I'm committed, but I'm inches from just chopping it off again.
I miss someone I shouldn't miss. Why does ones heart and head play games with each other? He's toxic. We were toxic. Am I better off? Is he? Grrrrr...I wish I could shut off my brain.
My playlist has consisted of Rap and Country. What the???
I miss good sleep.
I think I need a real vacation. Away from MN. Where I shut off my phone and the world and just be. Anyone want to foot the bill for this??
I like to think I'm pretty self aware. A "friend" told me that this just means I'm a self hater. It's like a giant hug.
I need a REAL hug.
I'm thinking about taking an adult dance class. Me+Tap Shoes= good time.
I still want to take a creative writing class. So many thoughts, so many feelings, so many words I'd like to put into perfectly articulated sentences.
Some days I think I should just quit everything, move, and start over. Wish I had the guts to do this.
Miss Jess is still capable of smiling, even though my mood seems to feel the opposite. Proof. I'm LOLing over this video all day.
I'm ready to say goodbye to August. It's been a roller coaster. I'm ready for Fall. Cool, crisp, refreshing.
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