Never knew I needed

I have butterflies in my stomach and a smile from ear to ear. My mind is distracted as I can't stop thinking about a conversation that was had on Monday night. A conversation that has left my heart extremely hopeful of what is to come. E is a guy that has made me realize what I've been missing in my life in just his friendship alone. I will admit, he's typically a guy I wouldn't choose, but now he's someone I don't want to loose. When you surrender over what you think you want... life has a way of introducing you to what you need. Though we are still "Just Friends" the possibilities and curiousity of what could be, are endless. I'm so happy! I'm so happy that I'm scared.