A year ago I was in the middle of trying to short sell my Condo. I remember blogging about it, a lot. Out of curiosity, I looked up what I wrote about exactly one year ago today. Wow... look how far I've come. There are still some bumps and bruises and a few scars that may never go away, but for the most part I did it!! I don't usually toot my own horn but in this case, I have every right to say "GO ME!"
Life is anything but easy. I've had my share of obstacles and set backs, heart aches, and many heart breaks but I've always managed to get through everything. Some say I dwell too much and should just get over things quicker. Maybe they are right? But you know what... that's now how God made me. I'm a thinker, a feeler, and an emotional healer. My heart is big and fragile. When it hurts, IT HURTS and it takes awhile to rebuild its strength and courage. Even though it may take me some time to process life's set backs and disappointments, I always get to the other side and I'm able to look back and be not only thankful but also carry a sense of pride and accomplishment.
I believe myself to be a survivor. When I'm knocked down, I get back up. I keep moving forward (with a few steps back) but manage to get myself back on track. I am learning to allow myself to feel, heal and deal. Though it may take me longer than what's "normal," I don't mind. I'm unique and it's ok to be different.
It will be interesting to look back a year from now and see how far I've come yet again. It's exciting to think about but also leaves me a bit anxious and unsure. One thing is for sure, I won't give up, ever. I'm pretty stubborn like that.
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